Buying my lottery ticket.

To be able to look beyond my comforts and needs even to merely execute a chore for Papa, to be able to work through discomfort, to think beyond myself requires great strength. In the presence of the Will to do so, the Way there wasn't clear and when I could see the way, the strength was wavering. Often I have failed my aim. Thank you for a glimpse into the way to this possibility.
As they say, to win the lottery one has to at least buy the ticket. Infinite Gratitude.