SEE WITH EYES SHUT

Does Dhi still listen to "Coming back to life" like he used to?
I'm stuck somewhere. I can't move beyond these words. These thoughts. These stories. Its not easy to give up a life.
I'm trying to put together a torn photograph with the centre piece missing.
I can't find it.
I'm trying to find friends to spend time with. Life in the rains, among the grey is difficult. The rains without someone to hold are difficult. Its like a 3 month long Valentine's day.

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted

Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but
I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begin
And headed straight into the shining sun

words to the song-Coming Back to Life by Pink Floyd